I honestly don't know what got into me when I found and received the news that Devon will be paired up with Sam her long time crush and the guy I am most jealous of..I am happy for her of course but definitely on the verge of insecurities that I have in me when it comes to her..
I felt unwanted, an outcast before her existence..but when she came things happened unexpectedly..I could still remember the feeling of fear knowing that she's really mad at me when Tricia and I suddenly barged in while she's into changing ..everybody thought there's Tricia and I, but they were all wrong..I know it will be bad as it may sound but I used Tricia to get to know her I thought they're friends but I was wrong..so I started staying away from her for I know she can be of no used I don't want to give Devon the wrong impression..
Everything Happened so fast from awkward we became the best buds inside the house..she's definitely the closest to..and her being close to me makes my life more complete..I don't have any idea with what's happening outside PBB house.. I was so careless that I only found out when we got out was no longer the same when were still inside..yes it was indeed..inside I could hugged her tight goodnight..could even give and get a peck on our checks..I just wish that we never came out..but everything has an ending..
Then there's our fan I am most thankful of..I have to give them credits to see me through..they knew how I felt for her..how I wished she knew..they can see what's in my eyes when I looked at her but I can only hope she knew..it kills me to the bones every time she gives her smile I could wish only for me..but she's she..simple,bubbly, sweetly brusque , friendly..caring..but most she is beautiful..no one that I could think could compare with her beauty because she is she..while some of the girls I met where fake..nice infront of me but a little devil indeed..
I wasn't faking nor acting everytime there's a call for as to be sweet..I was the happiest when the GV starts filming and the most loneliest when it ended..time fies back..rumors and scandals came to the open..I felt that I do not deserve her anymore coz she is untainted while me..look at me a party animal..but it does not make me forget the strong feeling I have for her even if she's not beside me she's always in my head and mostly resided in my heart..
And now she's working with him..( tears flowing continuously as he felt the pain been barging on him)
Devon: dito ka lang pala..kanina pa kita hinahanap( mahinang saad nito sabay pahid ng luha sa mukha ng binata)
James couldn't believe in his eyes..unknowingly he reach his arm to cup the face of the woman he has been dreaming and keeping in his mind for more than a year now and the reason why he is sulking at the moment..
And Devon just let him be..she loves him..and she felt that he too feels the same..but something happened that she still don't know and wanted to know ..she just felt that he is fading away from her and it hurts her..seeing him with someone else..knowing that he partied again with her..but now he is crying..what or who is the reason of his tears..?
Devon: can't you just come back and give me the smile and the stares that you always give?( she said softly,partly sobbing)
james was cut with his trance..is he hearing her right?she looked at her watched at how beautiful she is even when crying..
Devon: are you that far away from me, to not know how its way back?( there she is already sobbing hard)
and with that James hugged her tight..
James: i'm sorry..I'm sorry..I didn't know..( yes he didn't know that he is hurting her..he was pre-occupied with is own pain that he obliviously foresee her feelings for him..he is sulking for nothing)a laugh was heard from him..and hugged her more..
James: I'm sorry..I didn't leave not once I step out from you..
Devon: can we just forget that I still have to wait till I reached 21..
James: what?
Devon: I can't let you wait and wander again, I'm afraid i'll lose you for real..
James: no Dee..I will wait..I want us to have a blessing from your parents..
Devon: but..( pout)
james chuckled at her reaction and could no longer hold the thing he longed to do
James: no buts Dee..ahm from you..because even if I will wait I want us to sealed it ( and kissed Devon Lovingly and stopped to gasped for air)
There it is already sealed..I'll never go and wander again..coz I know now that my love is never ignored..I love you Devon..
Devon: akala ko di mo na sasabihin yun..
James: oppsss... don't answer me now I might not be able to control my self when you do..for now its enough to feel your feelings..
devon was more than happy to know that he thinks of her parents approval and his willingness to wait for the right time..
A short one neh? a random oneshot..blame it to my random mind..loljezzz leave some love after you read if u think u love me neh?
Monday, October 17, 2011
Sunday, October 16, 2011
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FAITH IN GOD: Take time to read and to share with your friends.
Somewhere in Mi...laor, Camarines Sur, there lived a fourth grader boy who would follow this route to school everyday: He has to cross the rugged plains and cross the dangerous highway where vehicles are recklessly driving to and from.
Once past this highway, the boy would take a short cut, passing by the Church every morning just to say Hi to God, and faithfully say his, "Magandang umaga po" in Bicol dialect. He was faithfully being watched by a Priest who was happy to find innocence so uplifting in the morning,
"Kamusta, Andoy? Papasok ka na?"
"Opo padre ... "he would flash his innocent grin, the priest would be touched. He was so concerned that one day he talked to Andoy.
"From school...", he advised "Do not cross the highway, you can pass through the Church and I can accompany you to the other side of the road...that way I can see that you are home safe...."
"Thank you father ... "
"Why don't you go home ... why do you stay in this church right after school?"
"I just want to say 'Hi' to my friend, God," and the priest would leave the boy to spend time beside the altar, talking to himself, but the priest was hiding behind the altar to listen to what this boy has to say to his heavenly FATHER.
"You know my math exam was pretty bad today, but I did not cheat although my seatmate is bullying me for notes... I ate one cracker and drank my water, Itay had a bad season and all I can eat is this cracker.
Thank you for this! I saw a poor kitten who was hungry and I know how he feels so I gave my last cracker to him ... funny but I am not that hungry.
Look, this is my last pair of slippers ...I may have to walk barefoot next week, you see this is about to be broken... but it is okay....at least I am still going to school.... Some say we will have a hard season this month, some of my classmates have already stopped going to school .... please help them get to school again, please God?
....Oh, you know, Inay hit me again, it is painful, but I know this pain will pass away, at least I still have a mother.... God, you want to see my bruises? I know you can heal them.... Here... here and .... oh ...blood ....I guess you knew about this one huh? Please don't be mad at Inay, she is just tired and she worries for the food in our table and my schooling that is why she hits us....Oh, I think I am in love ... there's this pretty girl in my class, her name is Anita ... do you think she will like me? Anyway, at least I know you will always like me, I don't have to be anybody just to please you, you are my very best friend! Hey your birthday is two days from now!!! Aren't you excited? I am! Wait till you see, I have a gift for you . but it is a surprise! I hope you will like it! Oooops, I have to go ..." then he stood up and calls out, "Padre, padre, I am finished talking to my friend ....
youcan accompany me to the other side of the road now"
This routine happens everyday. Andoy never fails. Father Agaton shares this every Sunday to the people in his church because he has not seen a very pure faith and trust in God, a very positive look at negative situations.
One Christmas day, Father Agaton was sick so he could not make it in the Church, he was sent to the hospital. The Church was left to 4 manangs who would chant the rosary in 1000 miles per hour, would not smile and would always find fault in what you do, they were also very well versed in cursing if you irritate them! They were kneeling, saying their kilometric rosary when Andoy, coming from his Christmas party,playfully dashed in.
"Hello God! I ......"
"P----!! (a curse) bata ka!! Alam mo nang may nagdadasal!! Alis!!"
Poor Andoy was so terrified, "Where's Father Agaton? He is supposed to help me cross the street ... and to be able to cross the street I will have to pass by the back door of this church .not only that, I have to greet Jesus. It is His birthday, I have a gift right here....
" Just as he was about to get the gift out of his shirt, the manang pulled his shirt and threw him out of the church. "Susmaryosep!!! (does the sign of the cross fervently) Alis kang bata ka, kung hindi matatamaan ka!!!
So the boy had no choice but to cross the dangerous side of the road in front of the church. He crossed. A fast moving bus came in.
There was a blind curve. The boy was protecting his gift inside his shirt, so he was not looking. There was so little time. Andoy died on the spot. A lot of people crowded the poor boy, the body of a lifeless young boy ...
Suddenly, out of nowhere a tall man in a pure white shirt and pants, a face so mild and gentle, but with eyes full of tears... He came and carried the boy in His arms. He was crying. Curious bystanders nudged the man in white, and asked,
"Excuse me sir, are you related to this child?
Do you know this child?"
The man in white, His face mourning and in agony, looked up and answered,
"He was my best friend . " was all he said. He took the badly wrapped gift in the bloody chest of the lifeless boy, and placed it near His heart.
He stood up and carried the boy away and they both disappeared in sight.
The crowd was curious ...
On Christmas Eve, Father Agaton learned of the shocking news. He visited the house, and wanted to verify about the man in white. He consulted the parents of Andoy.
"How did you know that your son died?"
"A man in white brought him here." sobbed the mother. "What did he say?"
The father answered, "He did not say anything. He was mourning. We do not know him and yet he was very lonely about our son's death, as if he knew our son very well. But there was something peaceful and unexplainable about him.
He gave me my son, and then he smiled peacefully. He brushed my son's hair away from his face and kissed him on his forehead, then he whispered something..."
"What did he say?"
"He said to my boy..." the father began, "Thank you for the gift .... I will see you soon ... you will be with me..." and the father of the boy continued, "and you know for a while, it felt so
wonderful ... I cried, but I do not know why....all I know is I cried tears of joy .... I could not explain it, Father, but when that man left, something peaceful came over me, I felt a deep sense
of love inside ... I could not explain the joy in my heart, I knew my boy is in heaven now but...tell me, Father, who is this man that my son talks to everyday in your church, you should know because you are always there ... except at the time of his death ......"Father Agaton suddenly felt the tears welling in his eyes, with
trembling knees, he murmurred, " ... He was talking to no one ......
but .. GOD...."
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By: Enchong Dee
FAITH IN GOD: Take time to read and to share with your friends.
Somewhere in Mi...laor, Camarines Sur, there lived a fourth grader boy who would follow this route to school everyday: He has to cross the rugged plains and cross the dangerous highway where vehicles are recklessly driving to and from.
Once past this highway, the boy would take a short cut, passing by the Church every morning just to say Hi to God, and faithfully say his, "Magandang umaga po" in Bicol dialect. He was faithfully being watched by a Priest who was happy to find innocence so uplifting in the morning,
"Kamusta, Andoy? Papasok ka na?"
"Opo padre ... "he would flash his innocent grin, the priest would be touched. He was so concerned that one day he talked to Andoy.
"From school...", he advised "Do not cross the highway, you can pass through the Church and I can accompany you to the other side of the road...that way I can see that you are home safe...."
"Thank you father ... "
"Why don't you go home ... why do you stay in this church right after school?"
"I just want to say 'Hi' to my friend, God," and the priest would leave the boy to spend time beside the altar, talking to himself, but the priest was hiding behind the altar to listen to what this boy has to say to his heavenly FATHER.
"You know my math exam was pretty bad today, but I did not cheat although my seatmate is bullying me for notes... I ate one cracker and drank my water, Itay had a bad season and all I can eat is this cracker.
Thank you for this! I saw a poor kitten who was hungry and I know how he feels so I gave my last cracker to him ... funny but I am not that hungry.
Look, this is my last pair of slippers ...I may have to walk barefoot next week, you see this is about to be broken... but it is okay....at least I am still going to school.... Some say we will have a hard season this month, some of my classmates have already stopped going to school .... please help them get to school again, please God?
....Oh, you know, Inay hit me again, it is painful, but I know this pain will pass away, at least I still have a mother.... God, you want to see my bruises? I know you can heal them.... Here... here and .... oh ...blood ....I guess you knew about this one huh? Please don't be mad at Inay, she is just tired and she worries for the food in our table and my schooling that is why she hits us....Oh, I think I am in love ... there's this pretty girl in my class, her name is Anita ... do you think she will like me? Anyway, at least I know you will always like me, I don't have to be anybody just to please you, you are my very best friend! Hey your birthday is two days from now!!! Aren't you excited? I am! Wait till you see, I have a gift for you . but it is a surprise! I hope you will like it! Oooops, I have to go ..." then he stood up and calls out, "Padre, padre, I am finished talking to my friend ....
youcan accompany me to the other side of the road now"
This routine happens everyday. Andoy never fails. Father Agaton shares this every Sunday to the people in his church because he has not seen a very pure faith and trust in God, a very positive look at negative situations.
One Christmas day, Father Agaton was sick so he could not make it in the Church, he was sent to the hospital. The Church was left to 4 manangs who would chant the rosary in 1000 miles per hour, would not smile and would always find fault in what you do, they were also very well versed in cursing if you irritate them! They were kneeling, saying their kilometric rosary when Andoy, coming from his Christmas party,playfully dashed in.
"Hello God! I ......"
"P----!! (a curse) bata ka!! Alam mo nang may nagdadasal!! Alis!!"
Poor Andoy was so terrified, "Where's Father Agaton? He is supposed to help me cross the street ... and to be able to cross the street I will have to pass by the back door of this church .not only that, I have to greet Jesus. It is His birthday, I have a gift right here....
" Just as he was about to get the gift out of his shirt, the manang pulled his shirt and threw him out of the church. "Susmaryosep!!! (does the sign of the cross fervently) Alis kang bata ka, kung hindi matatamaan ka!!!
So the boy had no choice but to cross the dangerous side of the road in front of the church. He crossed. A fast moving bus came in.
There was a blind curve. The boy was protecting his gift inside his shirt, so he was not looking. There was so little time. Andoy died on the spot. A lot of people crowded the poor boy, the body of a lifeless young boy ...
Suddenly, out of nowhere a tall man in a pure white shirt and pants, a face so mild and gentle, but with eyes full of tears... He came and carried the boy in His arms. He was crying. Curious bystanders nudged the man in white, and asked,
"Excuse me sir, are you related to this child?
Do you know this child?"
The man in white, His face mourning and in agony, looked up and answered,
"He was my best friend . " was all he said. He took the badly wrapped gift in the bloody chest of the lifeless boy, and placed it near His heart.
He stood up and carried the boy away and they both disappeared in sight.
The crowd was curious ...
On Christmas Eve, Father Agaton learned of the shocking news. He visited the house, and wanted to verify about the man in white. He consulted the parents of Andoy.
"How did you know that your son died?"
"A man in white brought him here." sobbed the mother. "What did he say?"
The father answered, "He did not say anything. He was mourning. We do not know him and yet he was very lonely about our son's death, as if he knew our son very well. But there was something peaceful and unexplainable about him.
He gave me my son, and then he smiled peacefully. He brushed my son's hair away from his face and kissed him on his forehead, then he whispered something..."
"What did he say?"
"He said to my boy..." the father began, "Thank you for the gift .... I will see you soon ... you will be with me..." and the father of the boy continued, "and you know for a while, it felt so
wonderful ... I cried, but I do not know why....all I know is I cried tears of joy .... I could not explain it, Father, but when that man left, something peaceful came over me, I felt a deep sense
of love inside ... I could not explain the joy in my heart, I knew my boy is in heaven now but...tell me, Father, who is this man that my son talks to everyday in your church, you should know because you are always there ... except at the time of his death ......"Father Agaton suddenly felt the tears welling in his eyes, with
trembling knees, he murmurred, " ... He was talking to no one ......
but .. GOD...."
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By: Enchong Dee
Friday, October 14, 2011
Foreword and list my completed and on going Fanfics( minus the one shots lol)
MY BEST BUD's BABY SISTER (Completed)
Why after how many years that had passed you still think of him, you still love him, no matter how many good looking man would swoon , they just don't match w/ him..funny because this person hates you, and was once told you that your not his type and the most funny thing actually not funny but the hurtful truth is because he's now with somebody else..(Devon)
How I can I love her when she's my Bestbud's baby sister, she's supposed to be my baby sister too, i should love her as my baby sister too,not that alone, but also because she is now my cousin's girl..but this stupid damn heart beats for her romantically..and to think all through the years its always her..(James)
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ONE TRUE LOVE(Completed)
Just when I'm about to officially forget him,he showed up from nowhere and told me that he loves me,so I believed him but the moment that I believed him..there I gave him another chance of hurting me ,and let me vanished for eternity if possible..
I love her the first time I saw her,but we never got the chance to be friends, she always hangs out with her annoying bestfriend..I doubt if he only see's her as a bestfriend, but then I took my chance and told her my feelings,that was my luckiest and happiest day..but the ***** put me to misery that makes her vanished without me knowing her whereabouts ..but now she's her I was so shocked I almost run to hug her but stopped when I saw that she's not alone..(James)
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KISS(short story)(Completed)
I run away because my father wants me to marry my bestfriend's bf, who happens to be my bestfriend too..and not that I Like somebody else..then I met him..
I was busy for my long day work when this girl popped up and kissed me without warning..I must admit the lips was the sweetest lips i've ever kissed..who's this stranger who makes my heart grow wild.. (James)
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MY BRATTY PRINCESS(ON gOING)
Everybody loves me..who would not when I'm the Princess of this school..Im kind..oppsss ok fine am brat..but I see to it that I give my pry the reward they deserve after I make them a clown..but heck this one brute,good looking guy,oozing with sex appeal yell at me..fine its my fault but who the heck he think he is..gaahhhhh I so hate him..(Devon)
Agreeing my dad and his friend to study in this School happens to be owned the biggest stocks makes me breath fresh air out of my sister and her friends *****y bratness..but who am I too fool my self I guess this girl..who happens to look like a nymph..gorgeous as she is walks,acts and talk as if she owns the school make fun of me..I really hated it..but damn my heart still throbs wild its as if its about to jump and wanted to be catched by her..(James)
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EXCHANGED FAVOR(THREE SHOT)( COMPLETED)
Your broke..its valentines day..you have to end your misery by celebrating it alone..and your happy with it..unti you bump with your ex with the reason you broke up his *****y gf..you and your pride make a good deal with an ohw so hottie guy..(Devon)
Your trying to be alone to think of any reasons you can give to your grands who's definitely and frequently bugging you bout getting married when you don't even have a gf..busy eating when you suddenly look straight and find out the girl who eats alone like there's no tomorrow catch your attention..you find it amusing..you laugh alone with the sight..then out of nowhere she approach you asking for a favor you very well agreed with pleasure..(James)
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LOVE IS OUCH(soon)
what will you do if you've seen with your naked eye the fiance that you love ..the only man you would want to share the rest of your life..the man that even if he mistreated you still..you love him..the man that everybody thought is perfect except your friends..making out with one of your bestfriend..
what will you do?
would you still remain to be the fiancee that understands him?
and what will you do to your bestfriend?
friendship..love..betrayal..love is ouch..
Devon Mae Seron one of the sought after leading lady of every leading man,22 years old, the only daughter of a well known family from mixed politician and businessman..I love everything that I have..family, friends,and my fiance who happen to be one of my bestfriend..
James Robert Reid one of the sought after bachelor in town..a well known singer, 23 years old, the only son of the well known Business magnate..but chooses to follow his dreams..well just for the meantime coz I know that,in time i'll be handling the business that my father bestowed upon me..I love her from a distant..we've never got introduced yet..we both circulate in entertainment world but,we do not meet half way..I hope one day i'll get a chance to be introduced with this beautiful lady..when it comes to her I honestly got the insecurities that i have in me..who would not be..she has lots of admirers both from the industry and out..
Ivan Dorchner one of the sought after leading man, 23 years old the only son of Celebrity Businessman,for him life is too perfect until his parents announced during dinner along with his bestfriend and her family, that she is already his fiancee..i love her as a bestfriend nothing more nothing less..
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TAME ME?!( ON GOING)
A nymph , a Goddess and the Heiress of Seron Industries ..but most of all is she is the Ice princess and the widl tigress that no one can tame, She is Devon Merideth Seron..
Will the self proclaimed but indeed true hottie Hier of Reid's empire able to tame her as he promised to himself that he will make her fall for him, He is James Reid
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Why after how many years that had passed you still think of him, you still love him, no matter how many good looking man would swoon , they just don't match w/ him..funny because this person hates you, and was once told you that your not his type and the most funny thing actually not funny but the hurtful truth is because he's now with somebody else..(Devon)
How I can I love her when she's my Bestbud's baby sister, she's supposed to be my baby sister too, i should love her as my baby sister too,not that alone, but also because she is now my cousin's girl..but this stupid damn heart beats for her romantically..and to think all through the years its always her..(James)
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ONE TRUE LOVE(Completed)
Just when I'm about to officially forget him,he showed up from nowhere and told me that he loves me,so I believed him but the moment that I believed him..there I gave him another chance of hurting me ,and let me vanished for eternity if possible..
I love her the first time I saw her,but we never got the chance to be friends, she always hangs out with her annoying bestfriend..I doubt if he only see's her as a bestfriend, but then I took my chance and told her my feelings,that was my luckiest and happiest day..but the ***** put me to misery that makes her vanished without me knowing her whereabouts ..but now she's her I was so shocked I almost run to hug her but stopped when I saw that she's not alone..(James)
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KISS(short story)(Completed)
I run away because my father wants me to marry my bestfriend's bf, who happens to be my bestfriend too..and not that I Like somebody else..then I met him..
I was busy for my long day work when this girl popped up and kissed me without warning..I must admit the lips was the sweetest lips i've ever kissed..who's this stranger who makes my heart grow wild.. (James)
__________________________________________________________
MY BRATTY PRINCESS(ON gOING)
Everybody loves me..who would not when I'm the Princess of this school..Im kind..oppsss ok fine am brat..but I see to it that I give my pry the reward they deserve after I make them a clown..but heck this one brute,good looking guy,oozing with sex appeal yell at me..fine its my fault but who the heck he think he is..gaahhhhh I so hate him..(Devon)
Agreeing my dad and his friend to study in this School happens to be owned the biggest stocks makes me breath fresh air out of my sister and her friends *****y bratness..but who am I too fool my self I guess this girl..who happens to look like a nymph..gorgeous as she is walks,acts and talk as if she owns the school make fun of me..I really hated it..but damn my heart still throbs wild its as if its about to jump and wanted to be catched by her..(James)
_________________________________________________________
EXCHANGED FAVOR(THREE SHOT)( COMPLETED)
Your broke..its valentines day..you have to end your misery by celebrating it alone..and your happy with it..unti you bump with your ex with the reason you broke up his *****y gf..you and your pride make a good deal with an ohw so hottie guy..(Devon)
Your trying to be alone to think of any reasons you can give to your grands who's definitely and frequently bugging you bout getting married when you don't even have a gf..busy eating when you suddenly look straight and find out the girl who eats alone like there's no tomorrow catch your attention..you find it amusing..you laugh alone with the sight..then out of nowhere she approach you asking for a favor you very well agreed with pleasure..(James)
_________________________________________________________
LOVE IS OUCH(soon)
what will you do if you've seen with your naked eye the fiance that you love ..the only man you would want to share the rest of your life..the man that even if he mistreated you still..you love him..the man that everybody thought is perfect except your friends..making out with one of your bestfriend..
what will you do?
would you still remain to be the fiancee that understands him?
and what will you do to your bestfriend?
friendship..love..betrayal..love is ouch..
Devon Mae Seron one of the sought after leading lady of every leading man,22 years old, the only daughter of a well known family from mixed politician and businessman..I love everything that I have..family, friends,and my fiance who happen to be one of my bestfriend..
James Robert Reid one of the sought after bachelor in town..a well known singer, 23 years old, the only son of the well known Business magnate..but chooses to follow his dreams..well just for the meantime coz I know that,in time i'll be handling the business that my father bestowed upon me..I love her from a distant..we've never got introduced yet..we both circulate in entertainment world but,we do not meet half way..I hope one day i'll get a chance to be introduced with this beautiful lady..when it comes to her I honestly got the insecurities that i have in me..who would not be..she has lots of admirers both from the industry and out..
Ivan Dorchner one of the sought after leading man, 23 years old the only son of Celebrity Businessman,for him life is too perfect until his parents announced during dinner along with his bestfriend and her family, that she is already his fiancee..i love her as a bestfriend nothing more nothing less..
___________________________________
TAME ME?!( ON GOING)
A nymph , a Goddess and the Heiress of Seron Industries ..but most of all is she is the Ice princess and the widl tigress that no one can tame, She is Devon Merideth Seron..
Will the self proclaimed but indeed true hottie Hier of Reid's empire able to tame her as he promised to himself that he will make her fall for him, He is James Reid
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